Margit Avelane

Studio journal,

Waiting for first light

Most of my photographs are made in the twenty minutes after sunrise. The light is low, the water is flat, and nothing is in a hurry.

A swan on a calm lake at sunrise, with reeds in the foreground and soft hills behind

Most of the photographs in my paintings were made in the same short window: the twenty minutes or so after the sun clears the hills. The light is low and warm, the water is usually flat, and the shadows are long enough to give a shoreline its shape.

I arrive in the dark, set up, and wait. Waiting is most of the work. A lake changes every few seconds at that hour, and the frame I want often lasts less than a minute. The photograph of Still Water took four mornings. On three of them the mist sat too thick, or the wind came up, and I packed the camera away without a single exposure.

Midday light flattens everything, so I rarely shoot after breakfast. Fog and overcast skies are different. They soften the edges and turn a landscape into a few calm shapes, which is exactly what a painting needs around it. Low Field was made on a grey afternoon for that reason.

Back in the studio I choose a print by how much quiet it leaves for the paint. A busy photograph fights the color. A still one lets it in.